How It Felt

What exactly is closure?
I went seeking for something, 
Anything to close the gaps, 
I could not fill myself. 
I spoke to you the words that would hurt us both 
And instead of the ocean of anger 
And the sadness 
That I had been drowning in 
Everything felt like nothing 
Just blank white walls 
I no longer felt the sadness, 
But emptiness
Something that made me want to bounce the bright yellow rays of hurt 
Off of me 
And 
Onto you 

By Mariah Whittsey

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